baaaahhh

life has been rather gray lately. well there is the light streak of colors here and there sometimes, but yeah. somehow my daily routine has been quite... monotonous. wake up, lie on the bed for a few more hours, brush teeth, eat, tv, piano, facebook, draw... and draw... and draw some more. not that I have any problem on the drawing part XD. then... uugghhh i don't feel like elaborating more.

but today is a bit different! went for an early cycle! 8D had fun! wind rushing pass me, quiet neighborhood, ride pass the beach... it was BEAUTIFUL! while a soft tune of Erin Lang playing in my ear while early sunshine dancing on the ocean. CHEWAH!

can't wait to start studying again. so for now, I'm gonna boost up my portfolio like a LOT.

i guess life is not that gray afterall. ;D

WIP

i.love.shoes.

just that I am too poor to have a lot of em LOL!!

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basically inspired by looking at a lot of heels by Jimmy Choo, Louboutin and some boots by Ann Demeulemeester (tho the latter is more for my eye entertainment LOL) XD

despite the back pain and uncomfortable sitting stance, I enjoyed the process. the shoe design is mine _-_ so don't even think about it! ;D

some...progress shot. just some.

OK!! now I need somebody to get me Ann Demeulemeester boots for my birthday next year *winks*

Bride

**EDIT**

changed some parts...

ok... I know it has a lot of flaws n stuff, but this piece has been on for so long. got a bit tired of it. was done because I wanted to find the most comfortable way for me to color and wanted to practice more on drawing legs because I suck at it. orz. gonna try and improve on my color sense too ugh. so many things to improve!!!! AWESOME! this piece could be better T_T

been doing a lot of piece related to female and fashion lately. got a feeling I'm gonna venture more into this somehow. excited! yeah!

tool: as usual

time: ...lost track of it. days!! on and off of course. mostly procrastinate along the way. HAHA!

some close up shots:

p/s wanted to update on other stuff, but maybe later.

Packing & Moving on

the moment that I won't anticipate most probably while I am still alive; MOVING & PACKING. I know. it just sucks. Being a person that always buy stuff, packing is like a pain in your ass. and being a person that is just reluctant to let go of anything, you can just imagine all the piles of stuff that I have collected during my 3 years plus living here. 3 years!!!! and I've accumulated more than enough! I just can't find it in me to throw away all the things that I have! even the clothes from 3 years back and all my assignments and final papers. should I throw them away? but what if one day I might need it and realized it gone?!! I've also discovered some random gay manga and seriously shoujo manga I got -can't even figure out why I even bought it in the 1st place- wanted to throw em away but don't know how. Packed all my cd's, all my books, mangas and I've got a total of 4 boxes just for all those stuff. Not considering all the clothes that I got. I don't think I have enough boxes. hmph. need to do more box hunting then.

I've hand in my resign letter last week. OH! I worked... I mean I'm working? (present tense?) still in a multimedia company in KL. did I ever mention that? no? hmm. as a multimedia designer or was it graphic designer? had an awesome boss awesome colleagues what else can I ask for? but i'm just not cut out for this kind of work. web is just not for me I guess. I'm more to... a drawing/moving image person? I don't know. I know it's a waste for me to ditch this position, the salary is quite good too. but I guess I just put other things in front of me for now. I'm still a bit indecisive on things right now, but 1 thing that I'm very sure of, I still want to study. I want to learn a LOT of stuff. I know that I can eventually learn while I'm working, but so far I can see that I'm spending my time more on working than learning something new, or doing something that I like. I'd rather be spending time working WHILE learning than learning while working. see the difference? When I get back, I'm gonna try and see my life in a whole different perspective. I'm gonna start anew and gonna try and find what I can do best!!! gonna pick up on different things, and brush up on certain rusty skills that I have. If I want to get a job, I would really hope it's something that I'd enjoy doing, not something that I have to do to continue living. I know I have to be realistic, but if it means that I'm gonna be stuck in a certain place doing things that I don't like, then I'd rather be a dreamer. I somehow have a good gut feeling about my future, but you can't trust your gut. like seriously. so i'm gonna try my best to shape it, my way :)

I have seen a LOT of young achievers out there. Can I achieve something of my own that my family and myself can be proud of?

hope everything will be fine.

It's almost 3 o'clock in the morning and I just don't feel like sleeping and to top it all, I got work tomorrow. so, good nite people :)

testing

more like copying LOL!! XD was seriously bored last night plus no internet connection. made my brain blank like an empty can =_= so I did this.


ok...seriously heavy reference on Loish's way of coloring because I feel like coloring the nose like her, but ended up almost following her coloring style for the whole thing! =_= *facepalm* but it was fun.

ok children, ;D it's better to come out with your own idea & style. Not that you can't do any referencing, but do come out with your own original stuff. So yeah~

time: dunno
tool: as usual. photoshop default brushes RULEZ!!!!!

and Loish is LOVE. Loish.net