Saturday, August 30, 2008


well..this is my second time updating my blog today...because..


i found this twilight spoof...*LAUGH*... HILLARIOUS!!! *LAUGH* HOMG!!! *LAUGH* i..can't..stop...*LAUGH* xDDD must *laugh* watch *laugh* it *laugh* !!! xD


regarding to the latest heart-breaking news (well at least for me), which is the indefinite halt related to the writing of Midnight Sun, *wipe tears* I tried my best to stop myself from reading the 12 chapters of the leaked copies that the author herself had made available just to be fair to all her FAITHFUL fans D8 but yeaa...i can't stop myself, bugger. least i'm KNOW that IF the book ever get published in the coming years, god knows when, i would still read it from the 1st it from the COVER, and be totally oblivious to the fact that the 12 leaked chapters even exist 8D i'm VERY sure about that.

i've heard, or read, somewhere before... that when a person really IS reading, their breathing in a way will stop, all the surrounding sounds will become a buzz and nothing can ever distract a person reading... indulging in that world of his or hers. i have to say, i felt this kind of feeling when i was reading her book (who else? xD) the rough manuscript for midnight sun took my breath away! i was seriously thinking that i would die infront of the monitor just like that *snap fingers* !!!! of course i felt this when i read other books...but it never felt as strong as this. and to think that i was sitting in the living room, with the tv on the "barrack obama channel" and my niece screaming every now and then, and i just have to put on my headphone listening to some songs for distraction, but nothing of this bothers me (the song that i listened to eventually became a buzz lol!) xD i kept reading, and reading, and reading till i hoped that the 12 chap. will never ever end!! but i know that this will only KILL me xD so yeaa.. i can't wait for Midnight Sun to be published!!!

i wished that stephenie meyer will come to malaysia TxT hmm.. i would LOVE to have her autograph on all my novels.. dang...

OH!! and edward is more than adorable!! ;w; in love with edward~~i want 1 edward for myself too~ boo xD



"A ridiculously potent scent to demand my attention, a silent mind to enflame my curiosity, a quiet beauty to hold my eyes, a selfless soul to earn my awe" - Edward

(damn!! how can she create all those words!!!!! *envy*)


so i was watching tv one day.. and suddenly i got this...sudden urge to drop by at the vampire saga author's web. so i did.

and WHAT THE CRAP!!!!!!!!!


it's all because of the illegal distribution of her rough draft of midnight sun online! i almost cried when i read this news!! ;A; no....seriously!! i feel so bad for her!! and i've been waiting eagerly for midnight sun to get released after breaking dawn. now...i can feel my heart shattered to pieces!! ;A; if me, as a fan felt..FEEL this kind of feeling...just imagine the author's feeling!!

" If I tried to write Midnight Sun now, in my current frame of mind, James would probably win and all the Cullens would die, which wouldn't dovetail too well with the original story. In any case, I feel too sad about what has happened to continue working on Midnight Sun, and so it is on hold indefinitely." - Stephenie Meyer

DAMN THOSE PEOPLE!!!! t(OAOt ) i'm pissed!! PISSED!!!! OAO

Thursday, August 28, 2008

Blue October

lemme share a band that for now has been dominating my itunes, handphone and my head~ xD

well honestly speaking, i stumbled across this band while i was...exploring Stephenie Meyer's vampire love saga playlist in her web~ (hey~what else to say? i'm only a fan~) been wanting to share this with you guys for a long time. but i promised myself to do this ONLY after i've listen to at least all the songs in 1 album. well so far...i think this band is very worth to listen to!! xD

Their 5th album, which was released on 4, April 2006 called FOILED was the 1st album i listen to. Their song "CONGRATULATION" was the 1st one that made me wanna know more about this band. So i immediately downloaded the whole album. 8D believe me or not~ it's worth it!

FOILED album cover

some info of the band~

Origin : Houston, Texas, USA
Genre(s) : -Alternative Rock,
- Post-grunge
- Indie Rock
- Piano Rock

Years active : 1995-present

Members :
Justin Furstenfeld
Jeremy Furstenfeld
Ryan Delahoussaye
Matt Noveskey
C.B. Hudson

Studio albums
1998 - The Answers
2000 - Consent to Treatment
2003 - History for Sale
2006 - Foiled (Platinum)
2009 - Approaching Normal (in production)
Live albums
2007 - Argue with a Tree
2007 - Foiled for the last time

"Breakfast After 10" • "HRSA" • "James" • "Calling You" • "Hate Me" • "Into the Ocean" • "She's My Ride Home" • "Calling You (07)"

(info taken from Wikipedia..and i added the live album ones ..8D)
give it a shot guys!! 8D u guys can always listen to some 'samples' on my playlist there. try something different to listen to xD. i remembered somebody asked me; "hey! what happen to all your japanese songs??!" xD well... even if i like japanese song, doesn't mean that i have to stick with only that my whole life now~ i'm open to any genres, any language when it comes to music~

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

nothing really...

I've been trying to find a nice template for my blog xO i want some red and white theme. but i can't seem to find a nice one. i did found a pretty red and black colour template, but i think it's a bit dark xD. so heck... i guess it's ok.. just play with font's colour for now. sigh xD

I love red 8D

I've just finished watching 1 more movie adaptation of Jane Austen's novel; Mansfield Park (1999). It was nice!! I have to say, Jane Austen always did a very very very great job in creating a very strong female protagonist. I still personally love Elizabeth Bennet from pride and prejudice more, but Fanny Price of Mansfield Park is nonetheless an interesting character.not forgetting to mention the awesome male character...of course Mr.Darcy from pride and prejudice is still the hottest of em all~ *faint*

I love the way old england people behave. It's always so graceful, elegant, gentlemen like.. makes me wonder everytime where does all etiquette went to in this modern world. xD well for sure there's more..freedom now than before..but yeaaa....

i love the way they talk. it always captivates me. the use of their words, their manner of speaking, their body language etc. I've always envied my mom for having a British english education when she was young. hmm...oh well~ 8D

i'm gonna watch Northanger Abbey next!! xD Jane austen is awesome!

i feel like drawing some those kind of character suddenly...hmm~~

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

i have to say..

have u ever sit down 1 day doing nothing, or just walk around doing nothing and ur ears or eyes or nose pick up those so-called unimportant details that u won't even give the slightest attention?

well..i have to say...

* the sound of high heels on the floor (ktak-ktak-ktak)
* the sound of heavy wind (makes those creepy sound -whoosh whoosh- xD ) i love it!
* the sound of neigbour playing piano (well most of the time it irritates me... envy)i used to open my window wider than usual everytime xD
* the sound of noe when u lie on ur back in the swimming pool, and ur ears are under water. that sound!
* the smell, sights and sound of heavy rain on it's way. don't u just feel calm when u watch the trees swaying in the wind. the gray clouds covering the sun. it's an amazing sight! .. hey it's raining!! nice, calming yet creepy it!!
* the sight of 2 couples... walking hand in hand, talking sweetly... (tho i think being single is just my thing...fer now boo~!)
* the sound of fantabulous car quietly driving through.
* the smell of your own bed, pillows and blanket. hmm...
* the sound of the swing ur playing when the park is empty (doing nothing lol) and looking at the sky while ur at it
* the sight of random people walking around with different styles and looks. it's kind of interesting you know xD
* the smell of shopping centre..the smell of new clothes.. hmm
* the smell of distant guys perfume. what to say~ i am human~~ xD tho sometimes i'll spend some time taking a whiff at girls (& guy's~) perfume in shops..hey what can i say? xD it always proves useful whenever my dad wanna buy perfume~ so heck _m_
* the sight of all those fluffy sofas in the furniture shop xD
* THE SIGHT OF BOOKS IN THE BOOKSTORES!! yes! this must be my favourite one! I could spend hours and hours in a bookstore! man i love to get hold of new books! i'm out of em!! next book ; THE HOST by STEPHENIE MEYER!!
* the sight of my most favourite novels on my bed. ready to be read...
* the sight of my dad talking happily on the phone with his friends xD i dunno.. i like the way my dad convers. very...ethusiastic! i think i got this from him xD
* the smell of grass being if i could smell it in my mind..
* i like to listen to sarcastic jokes too~ xD
* the sight of the sun shining pass the trees and through my bedroom window while i'm lying on the bed.
* the feeling of wearing your headphones while listening to slow tempo music and just enjoy the song. it feels even better during rainy days...with some hot drink in your hand...hmm milk tea is nice...
* the sight of yellow, green leaves falling from the trees during a windy day.
* the awesome-ness when u make ur imagination run when ur reading a book. how the characters look like, the location, their face expressions....everything... -sigh- feel like reading some book...maybe i should read some harry's been a long time... 8D cedric digory -drool- while sitting on your bed with the window wide open...hmm
all of this things add up some spice in my life...i can't imagine if all of this things doesn't exist!! OAO i love my senses!! i love the world!! and the creator!!! BOOM DE YA DAAAH!!! xD ROFL!


there's just a lot of beautiful sights and sounds etc out there. we just have to pay a bit more attention. it's a pity if we just let all this wonderful thing fade away just like that huh? haaaa.....
can u guys just see how free i am? i can't even do any work because i didn't bring my desktop with me.. and there's no new book to head can't function rite.. i think i'm suffering from an artblock..

oh well!! 8D been doing some research on bestselling books~ so i can plan on what book to indulge myself in next~ so i stumbled upon this thing here~


i'm proud of you stephenie meyer!! xD hahahaha!! i'm so gonna buy THE HOST next! rite!! i'm gonna go make some hot drink!! milk tea? .. milo?..hey what can i say~? it raining...and to top it all... its night time~ xD love it~

now where's that book of mine...

Monday, August 25, 2008


well... 1 of my friend said hi to me on msn the other day.. and shared this parody based on the j-pop group, NewS. it's a commercial for winter jacket from Russ-K. one of the popular commercial in Japan _m_ kinda cool actually..

1 of my friends showed it to me once before too.. but never really look into it..

the original cm

i like the dance moves OwO awesome~~


D Gray Man (i personally love this drawing style! OAO)

kyou kara maoh

eye shield (well..the drawing style is ok la)

REBORN! >w> if only it had a bit of screentones..

HOMG!! ONE PIECE!! OAO it'll be nice if the drawing is like d gray man's TwT

MONONOKE!! HOMG!! kusuri uri-san!! *died* i would pay to see him dance like that!! but boo.. it's incomplete TxT

got a lot more.. but yeaa xD i seriously can't stop watching while searching fer nice-nice vids!! dang!! xD

uff...hungry..i'll go hunt for food =3=V

seriously bloody holiday

how to say..describe..this.. but i just honestly wished i didn't went home for my holiday last monday..i hope everything will just...go away.. (suddenly i wished that the african guy in the HEROES series is right here..right now..n erase my memories or something) like that'll even happen *sigh*'s "carved" into OUR brains forever... there's not even a tears to spare for what has happened.

bloody..bloody holiday


SO ANYWAY!!! life have to go on!! 8D


they push the date earlier..i have no friggin' idea why~ but HECK I'll take it!! EDWARD!! xD god seriously..i basically memorised the book!!.. i even lost counts on how many times i've read the book!!! and i still felt..feel?.. as if i'm reading the book for the 1st time. the jokes are still as funny, the romance part are still as romantic (i think it gradually became more romantic than the 1st time i read it LOL)..the rush of..adrenaline? xD when it comes to the danger part.. sigh.. i just love it!!

i kind of felt hurt when there's people out there who criticised why us twilight hard-to-die fans even read the so called "riddiculous-sparkly-vampire-romance" story. how to say... they don't have the right to criticised us. maybe they just don't have enough romance in them? >.> or just can't appreciate this kind of storyline? did u know the feeling of loving something wholeheartedly, dun care whether it's a romance novel...or game..or whatever, and some people just say something bad about it? what would you feel? so what if there's a sparkly vampire inside the book? so what if the story is so called typical teen romance?!! for god sake..different people..different interest right?!

well..the punchline here is.. I LOVE TWILIGHT AND I DON'T GIVE A DAMN IF SOMEBODY SAYS BAD THINGS ABOUT IT! bad review or good review..i don't give a damn..seriously..there ya go.. 8D..savvy? seriously..

.....WAIT A SECOND!!! OAO what the heck am i talking about??!!!!! *slapself* ok ok.. lets talk bout.... well i don't have anything to talk about... i don't feel like talking bout the starlite event... and i'm most certainly not gonna talk bout my holidays... so what am i supposed to talk about??! I THINK THIS HOLIDAY IS MAKING MY HEAD CLOUDY!! (opps..pressed the caps lock button..lazy to change OTL)

TwT .. i read the last book in twilight saga in less than 1 day..? OTL i wanna go to a book store.. and sit there forever.. i hope stephenie meyer will finish the MIDNIGHT SUN novel faster ;w; i can't wait! ...there i go again with twilight stuff! homg! even harry potter never made me feel like this when i read em! and hey...the latest HP movie is being postponed _m_ well...not that i got any prob with that..(if it's twilight............... t(OAOt)... ) and talk about being a almost hard-to-die fan of HP once upon a time...did i ever mention the last book was great disappointment for me? well..for me~ =w= *sigh* but i still read the book sometimes 8D i personally love the 4th book.. quidditch *w* .....

oh man...i'm talking rubbish here...


my dream car... gotta be... colour..hmm (toyota brand is great too!)..yellow is nice also.. but i always feel red is suitable for those elegant and fast kind of cars..or those convertible type.. just think of red cadillac sixty-two convertible!! *nosebleed* or for sure.. 1 more dream car.. BMW M3 convertible... *dies* i have to say..i prefer slick, elegant and fast type.. xD gosh.. i shud take a liscense...or maybe i shouldn' cooper convertible is nice too..xD hahaha i like to look at cars!! *w* whenever i saw 1 that caught my attention i will be like "ooh! chevrolet!! waa!!volkswagen!" there's no awesome car to be seen here in my place ;3; boo xD hahaha can't say i'm a very good car fan.. but if i got time.. i would love to learn bout cars.. i mean...more than knowing the brands n type n all..

*sigh* i better stop talking bout random stuff.. before it starts to not make any sense... AH! lemme share some pictures!! 8D

hmm..Yellow Porsche.. reminds me of Alice Cullen in twilight..(or eclipse xD)

2008 BMW M3 convertible..this baby is not cheap!! ;A; ooo..can only dream of it i guess.. just came out recently..

red BMW M3 convert. just like Rosalie's one....ok 1 more twilight charac >.> can't help it! her car is superb! 'ostentatious' xD hahaha

...ok xD Volvo S60R *COUGHCOUGHCOUGH* >w> i would love to have 1 fer myself >w> *lick monitor*

GOSH!! if i can put all the pictures of the cars that i want here!!!! xD my blog will be an exhibit for cars pula xD.. rite.. i think i better stop here =A= i'm seriously talking crap... sorry for wasting u guys punya time ;A; i just dun have any idea of what to talk bout....well yeaa.. >.> ;; cept fer random stuff...

i'll try n update again sometime.. and talk bout something... else.. OH!! HORROR MOVIE ON TV!! 'scuse me!! ~~~( ~OwO)~