8,D spent some moolahs

OTL 1st thing 1st, I LOST MY PERSONA 4 PS2 GAME CD!!!!! i feel like jumping off a cliff now OTL OTL OTL SERIOUSLY!! i am like extremely hyped to restart that game again, but when i opened the cd case and there's nothing inside, it feels like some part of me just died OTL I shall hunt for it again tmrw SOBS even if i have to tear the house apart!!! -clench fist-

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after promising myself not to spend the money i earned doing commission, i sorta... broke that promise. I KNOW!! i am pathetic OTL wanted to save that money to buy ps3 OTL but i guess i have to work even harder now SOBS

what i spent my money on you ask? (you didn't?!! ... heck i'm gonna say it anyway pffttt) I bought Professor Layton & the Unwound Future from Play-Asia. sure it's nothing special but it is for me i guess. 8,D I have to choose between okamiden & professor layton!!! it was a hard decision. first because I've sworn to buy okamiden because that is the sole purpose of me buying a ds in the 1st place. but i guess professor layton won 8,D if i get this game, it'll be the 1st original ds game that i have OTL (*cough* blame those roms & my r4 card *cough*) and this is sorta my 1st online purchase!! wee!!! 8,D i am happy. I really hope the package will arrive fast enough. I mean, T_T it says in PlayAsia page, shipping will be 24 hours. pffftttt but it has been 4...5 days already, & i don't think they hv shipped it out yet pfffftt sigh. i just can't wait!!!! T_____T

the 2nd stuff that i'm gonna splurge on is, Kazuaki's Artwork artbook 8,D it was a hard decision for me too OTL since i wanted to get The Art of Karigurashi OTL but I guess this'll have to wait 8,D still gonna get it tho! ECSTATIC! 8,D my friend told me he'd get it for me since his sister works at Kinokuniya. so she can actually get the employee discount!! i don't deserve such kindness OTL

8,D but i don't dare say anything more since i haven't got my hands on these 2 lovely stuff yet. so yeah. I am sooo gonna take pictures of it once i have it with me!!! 8,D

3rd ly... i just lost myself more money by subscribing to deviantArt OTL SOOOBBBSSSSS but I found the poll & art thumbnails on journal feature quite interesting & slightly important. haha especially when i wanna open commission. it's easier for customers to immediately see the sample image, rather than having to click links. 1 by 1. so troublesome!!!! so yeaaaaahhhh!!!! 8,D

i shall work harder to get more money to get more artbooks & stuff!! YES -sobs-

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also some artworks that i manage to vomit out these couple of days haha

some breath of fire 4 fanart. it's nina & the ventriloquist 8,D my fav character design in BoF4 (the ventriloquist i mean)

persona 3 portable stuff

and some spamano 8,D HETALIA

yeap!! currently drawing another original piece, since i think i did too much fanarts already OTL some wip

still in the process of figuring out the color scheme 8,D you can do it ifa!!! i really wish to incorporate a lot of stuff in the background!!!!!!! OTL but i procrastinate too much OTL

OK!!! that's it!!! i'm gonna go play breath of fire 4 now 8,D i wanna play persona 4 SOBS -scratch wall-