MARUKAITE CHIKYUU!!!!!!!

8D~~~~~ THIS ARRIVED YESTERDAY!!!!!

AAAUUUGGGHHH AUSTRIA & SPAIN FROM HETALIA!!! AAAAAAUUUUGGGHHH!!!!!! spain was a definite choice no doubt about that. but i was torn between austria & prussia & hre & chibitalia 8,D but i guess Austria caught my heart. LOLOL he is sexy demmit! LOOK AT HIS AHOGE!!!! *swoons*

SPAAAIINN AAHH SPPPAAAIIINNN 8,D~~~ it has been one of my dream to own you... well basically to own any Hetalia OCF AAUUGGHHH!!! now if only i can get my hands on Romano 8,D i'd be happy as hell

and to get Austria too... i can't believe my luck OTL *sense of impending doom looming* but yeah. this is the last time i'm buying anything 8,D i still have to pay some stuff off. oh god OTL

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BUT NONETHELESS!!!!!! I AM STILL EXTREMELY HAPPY 8,D got myself a hole in my wallet, but a happy smile n my face -weeps + smile forever-

some pictures & what's in my head

did some photography session yesterday...albeit a very poorly done photoshoot 8,D i suck at it so much i don't even... and no, i am not trying to fish for words of comfort either. LOL!! SO HERE!!!!

buruma ish shooo cute 8,D still can't help wondering how she ended up with vegeta. OTL

suno!! she's a cute little girl that helped goku once. rmmbr that snow village & red ribbon? yeah

oolong _-_ no comment. tho he...it..? kinda looked cute here LOL!!

uuhhh should have use the other angle photo, but kinda deleted it ahaa~ oh well...

my fandom for dragon ball OTL OTL OTL OTL OTL it's just too awesome i can't help it!! OTL I also snapped a picture of cloud dissidia version. bought the box thing. you know~ the one which you won't know what you'll get till you open it? ahahaha was hoping I could get either zidane or squall tho PFFFF SAD. well at least it's not tidus.

kinda like his pants. the foldings n all. the details are quite good for a cheap thing... well it's not really cheap OTL affordable once in awhile. i guess...

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some of my friends were having this "what was your ambition when you were a little kid?" talk on twitter, and it struck me how I was indecisive now as I was back then T__T ;; i mean... come on!!! i wanted to be a policeman, a doctor, radio host & even anchor woman!! i mean like... SERIOUSLY?!! i can talk loads of crap no doubt PFFFTTT & now... I am still unsure about what I wanna be T_T and I can't even put "when I grow up" at the back of that sentence PFFTT actually, i thnk i have decided on what I wanna do (so not convincing OTL). what I wish I could do & become! but i just.... don't know how to take that 1st step towards my dream!

It's like... I wanna become this but will this bring me to the right path? & by that i meant education wise. i'm getting myself a degree, but, I don't know... I'm really scared of choosing the wrong choice for my major. somebody told me it doesn't matter what degree you wanna get, which university you are enrolling into, the most important thing is the degree cert! and while you are doing that, you can always do some side business like drawing, sell books do something you like etc etc etc etc etc. but i don't want to just get a degree!! I want to learn what i really want to learn!! i wanna make the most out of it! not just for the sake of getting the qualification in the end but during the whole years in uni, i hated everything and wasted my time there without having "fun" and gaining anything out of it. I wanna learn what I am interested in & do side stuff too! life is too short to be wasted on things i don't even wanna do!

so for now, even if i am actually neeting *COUGH* I'm gonna try my best to improve on what I really wanna improve on. learn a lot of things from stuff that i read or have seen. I really really really wanna improve more!!!!! even if it's just for a tiny bit, I really really really wanna get closer to my dream.

so what is my ambition now? I wanna be a happy person, doing things that makes me feel happy & fulfilled. I know some would say "oh keep on dreaming, life is not that simple/easy" then for you who think like this, i really do pity you. ;D

DO YOUR BEST IFA!!!!

PEACE & OUT!!!!!

seeing rainbows

:E yes~ i've been seeing a lot of wonderful things lately. mainly focusing on dragon ball & one piece manga 8,D I am a very happy fangirl with heart fluttering like butterflies. OLOLOLOL!! if there's 1 thing i'd spent my money on without feeling any regret, it'll be spending them on good mangas. 8,D ahhh akira toriyama & oda eiichiro!!! how I wish I could meet you guys and shake your hand!!!!!!!!! 8,D SOOOBBBSSSSS

and here are some drawings that i did recently

somehow, been drawing lotsa girls lately. I also did some pencil sketches, buuuuutttttttt too lazy to scan. that's the thing with traditional drawing pfffftttt. if only it could scan itself into the computer LOL

and some random picture that i took with my phone LOOOLLLL!!!

piles of manga i've been reading today OTL there's a lot more in the box haven't unpack yet since I've got no place to stack em. I need bookcase _-_

8D son goku! trololololol!!! will take a proper picture of him someday. TwT i really love this figurine auuuggghhhh!!!!!!!!

and now, i shall sleep 8,D maybe read a few pages of manga... maybe... ahaaaa~~~

BRS LIMITED EDITION BLURAY/DVD+NENDO PUCHI

GEEEEETTTTTTT!!!!!!!! Q v Q I am sooo happy I don't even... ASDFGHJKHGH!!! was contemplating whether I should get this or not~ but decided.. WHY NOT!! saw a friend's friend advertise on selling this unopened box on fb. Q n Q I immediately noted this stranger. LOL. and yes~ finally got it.

PICTURES!! YES PICTUUURES!!!!! there's probably 23467897654345 site out there that already did an unboxing post/video, but heck, i'm gonna do it anyway. just for my record.

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my brother went into my room and told me "pos laju" and I was like...wha..-few min silence- *scream* SO FAAAST!! the person just sent it like.. YESTERDAY!! OAO OH MY GOD!! imagine my surprise!!! he himself thought it'll arrive by next week!!!! ECSTATIC!

it does have quite a weight to it. considering there's a nendo puchi + 300 pages of animation storyboard book thingy.

stripped it naked 8D~

oh yes!!! OH YEEESSSS!!!

oh brs, you hot thing you!

oh dead master. you lookin' gorgeous!!!!!

so i opened the box. I'd have to say, the packaging itself is nice~ of course with having Huke himself supervising the whole thing, it should look ossum~ the star in the middle is a nice touch! and really love the checkered pattern on the box Q v Q

1st thing that I saw when I opened the box, is the bluray/dvd box and the nendo puchi box 8,D

there's also a 300 pages of storyboard book included in this limited edition set :,D so happy to see a detailed storyboard!! considering I loooove to do storyboard!! Q v Q this is great indeed! I can learn loads with this!!

there's also a mini artbook included 8D huke is 1 of my fav artist that draw girls! (of course red juice still tops my list ;D) I really love his strokes and choice of colors. also the designs to each 1 of his characters. beautiful... beautiful... -nods-

also includes rough sketches Q v Q

AND THE NENDO PUCHI!!!!!!! AAUUUGGGHHHH!!!!!! I'm gonna let them sit in the box for now until I have a really really really proper place to put both of em. tempted to open it AAUGHH! but i shall not!

so there you have it!! this everything there is in the box Q v Q cost me a painful rm200+ OTL but it is worth it!!!

and also the obligatory picture of me with stuff that literally killed my wallet. OTL

:,D happy

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on other note!!

currently working on some realistic piece. XD my friend managed to tempt me into drawing Changmin n Yunho from DBSK/TVSQ. not that I got any problem with it. I LOOOOVE this 2. so yeah~

wip changmin. gosh I haven't draw realistic stuff for.... YEARS! and never digital! O___O really anxious & excited in finishing this!

I love miku's hair

HER HAIR IS LIKE.... GORGEOUS!!! Q n Q what color is it? turquoise? I just love this kind of blue-ish green color!!! so decided to draw her. even though I KNOW I couldn't do her justice. she's too gorgeous I don't even Q n Q

some progress shot. kinda forgot to take pictures along the way OTL!!!!!!!! I FAILED!!!!

i also drew some arts during valentine!! LOOLLL!!! and I don't even celebrate it XD

was drawing hetalia valentines art when my friend find me on fb and ask me to do art jam with her. since she's single (and super gorgeous that i'm sure she can get herself another partner soon pffffttttt) and I'm single (and look like some retarded alien LOL!!) requirement? EMO VALENTINE so yeah~~ here it is.

Here's the hetalia ones. Q n Q managed to cg Austria & hungary only so far SOBS!! not sure whether I wanna finish the others!! valentine has passed. but then my friend told my "change it to WHITE DAY MOOD" lol!! good idea!! ...which means i have to switch the pairings. I mean... who's giving who. you know? AUUGGHHH!! ARGH I DUNNO!!! we'll see how thing goes.

on other note!!!! I've just went n purchase BLACK ROCK SHOOTER Blu-ray & DVD Set with Nendoroid Petite BRS (limited edition) Q______Q it certainly is a pain to my wallet, but happiness to my fangirl heart -barf- OTL BUY 1st THINK LATER eh? LOL

can't wait to have it in my haaaands!!!!! Q v Q it'll prolly arrive by next week. AUUGGHH NEXT WEEK, Y U NO COME FASTER!!!!!

for more info about this (if you are interested, or never heard about this before), go read Mikatan's or CAF-aholic's blog.

YEAH!!! now I shall sleep... in peace....

Which one should I get?!!

ARGH!!! I am wrecking myself here. It's almost 4 in the morn and I still can't decide! which one should I get? A B★RS nendoroid, or get the full figure!!! I'm talking about THIS figurine!

here's the thing. The nendoroid cost RM180, and it comes with bluray-disc!! The 1st picture there, is like extremely expensive and I'll be finishing every money that I have left and the design and details are definitely more badass than the nendo. The deal is, IF i get myself the nendo, which is seriously waaaay affordable, then I will loose any chance of buying the full figure! (not enough money =_=; ) but I will get myself the nendo AND bluray disc of B★RS. BUUTT!!! I've got no bluray disc player =_= bummer. but who knows!!!!!

the pre order is still open I hope. I saw that the full figure still have 2 units left and the nendo 3 units. ah!! I hope by the time i made up my mind, there's still some left!!!

DARN IT!!!!!!!

one piece madness again 8D

was screaming to the latest one piece manga... homg... the story is getting more intense!!!! xAx can't wait for the next volume....

for those who doesn't noe wat's one piece... well... go jump of a building u_u

sigh... i want these...

and of course.... these...been wanting it since...long time ago ;3;

tashigi LOL!!! xD (she sesat~)

AWWWWWW!!! *kyyyuuuunnn spark*

all the stuff out there (well at least those that i encountered) are fake!!! bloody pirated version!!! ;A; yeap~~ that's it~ 8D

p/s ....r*pid KL SUCK BIG TIME!!!! that bloody good for nothing piece a ****. might as well don't exist if don't do their job properly... bloody **** t(_ _t ) yes..i am pissed with it... bloody ****