back bone

is suffering. seriously.

I need a table

I need a chair

I need a place to put my books

I need a place to put my clothes

basically...

I NEED A PLACE OF MY OWN!!!

It is really hindering my creativity and mood to do work. especially with people walking behind me CONSTANTLY. it is EXTREMELY distracting. I dislike it when people look at me doing work. vexing me to the core =_= berdebahrr.

kthnxbai

procrastinating

not much of a surprise there. was suppose to finish this 1 artwork I've been on for days, but got sidetracked!

this piece supposed to be a practice piece =_= but... spent quite long time on it somehow. I owned all the stuff she's wearing u_u

stuff: F.O.S singlet, random made in Korea shirt, jeans from Sorbet, Cotton On boots, bracelet and watch as the accessories.

now... back to the thing I'm supposed to do =_=

dang.

consumed

slowly by the darkness of her thoughts.

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sister in law. was bored _-_ so I took this. for fun! and my sister in law can relish in long lost dream of becoming a model for a few seconds LOL!!!!! XD

so yeah.

got a lot of visitors here today. my sis in law's family are all here! so it's a bit happening here right now. 8D awesome dowh!!

Something Beautiful, Zhang Jingna photobook

had been dreaming about owning one since...a very long time ago. I know it is a tad bit outdated of me. u_u anyway... finally it arrived yesterday!!! was seriously anticipating the moment when the postmen himself send the package. but what are the odds, the long awaited package from Singapore arrived when I wasn't at home!!! I guess it really is true. Good things will come when you least expect it? but still... darn!

i'm 308! and also got a free postcard! OwO this pic:

of course with no writings on it. photo©ZhangJingna.

basically it's not really mine yet since I used my dad's credit card to purchase the photobook online XD so until I pay him the full amount IN CASH, the book is basically his. very unsettling. =_= but hey!!! did plan to buy this book once I got my 1st ever paycheck, and yes, looking forward to finally owning something from my own sweat and blood! ... well not really sweat and blood XD but you get the idea!

one of the most beautiful piece in the book. ;D I think I fell in love with this guy the more I look at it! LOL!

not gonna put anymore inside pictures. Just this one. So if wanna see more, either go to her blog, dA or just buy the book because it is really worth it.

Zhang Jingna are one of those who inspired me to a point that I can't possibly explain. It's just the way she do things, and what she did to be where she is right now. Some people might just bought her book because of the pretty pictures -believe me, it's one of the reason why I bought it too LOL!- but I try to see beyond that. the beauty of the picture, the story behind it, the styling, the color, the mood, the expressions, god! this can go on and on. By having this book or any other artbooks/photobooks/any type of books, it's not about gloating and showing off, but it's all about how you can make full use of it during your journey in discovering and doing what you really like. All of these materials really boost up my motivations in doing anything and be a better person than I am the day before.

I've discovered Something Beautiful indeed.

so portfolio improvement, HERE I COME! XD

Telling a secret

this piece was done because I wanted to try on lighting. T_T I know i'm not good at it, that's why. hope I can be better!!!

as usual, I had loads of fun doing this!!!!! and I don't know why, I just like Poppy so much!! it's the shape and color i guess. XD

time: lost count

tool: photoshopCS4

close up shots & wip:

baaaahhh

life has been rather gray lately. well there is the light streak of colors here and there sometimes, but yeah. somehow my daily routine has been quite... monotonous. wake up, lie on the bed for a few more hours, brush teeth, eat, tv, piano, facebook, draw... and draw... and draw some more. not that I have any problem on the drawing part XD. then... uugghhh i don't feel like elaborating more.

but today is a bit different! went for an early cycle! 8D had fun! wind rushing pass me, quiet neighborhood, ride pass the beach... it was BEAUTIFUL! while a soft tune of Erin Lang playing in my ear while early sunshine dancing on the ocean. CHEWAH!

can't wait to start studying again. so for now, I'm gonna boost up my portfolio like a LOT.

i guess life is not that gray afterall. ;D

WIP

i.love.shoes.

just that I am too poor to have a lot of em LOL!!

IffahHazirah©2010. All Rights Reserved.

basically inspired by looking at a lot of heels by Jimmy Choo, Louboutin and some boots by Ann Demeulemeester (tho the latter is more for my eye entertainment LOL) XD

despite the back pain and uncomfortable sitting stance, I enjoyed the process. the shoe design is mine _-_ so don't even think about it! ;D

some...progress shot. just some.

OK!! now I need somebody to get me Ann Demeulemeester boots for my birthday next year *winks*

Bride

**EDIT**

changed some parts...

ok... I know it has a lot of flaws n stuff, but this piece has been on for so long. got a bit tired of it. was done because I wanted to find the most comfortable way for me to color and wanted to practice more on drawing legs because I suck at it. orz. gonna try and improve on my color sense too ugh. so many things to improve!!!! AWESOME! this piece could be better T_T

been doing a lot of piece related to female and fashion lately. got a feeling I'm gonna venture more into this somehow. excited! yeah!

tool: as usual

time: ...lost track of it. days!! on and off of course. mostly procrastinate along the way. HAHA!

some close up shots:

p/s wanted to update on other stuff, but maybe later.